Its been three years since you've gone into our lives but until now the pain I felt inside is still here. I know I have to move on, I tried but every time I think all the happy moments we shared I can't stop myself to miss all that things. Now, even Papa has a new wife I can't accept that fact because the first time that Papa bring his new wife I got hurt because he didn't say anything that he will have a new wife. That time my heart was aching because its been one or two years since you left us. I cried that night because I can't accept the fact that he found someone new and he also didn't say that the girl he brought into our house was the girl he choose to be with him. Also I'm so shock when I knew that you and Papa met an accident because that time for me it was just a typical day an ordinary one. I don't expect that it was the last day we will see each other. Actually that day I also want to went into my grandfather house but you told to me that we can't ride on the single motor if we were three person and Papa can't control the single motor easy. So I left in our house. When the both of you were ready to go I told you to hold on so that you will not fall. I don't know that time why that words come out into my mouth. It was already four o'clock and I am confuse why you were not home. Its eight o'clock when Papa call us and told that the both of you met an accident and you were in an ICU. I don't know what do I felt that time. I felt that time I am so down. I don't know how can I start my life but to my surprise I passed the days without you. I really miss all the things we've shared together. I Love you Mama!!!!
